I found a solace in the Truth. Only impedement is having to trust another person with your heart. There is a trust that needs to develop that is unbreakable. Sometimes you only have someone's word. How is it that one can truly trust in another? Is that possible? The truth is that you can either believe or you dont. If u do believe then enjoy and if you dont then you need to break away. The impediment remains at times because eventhough we dont believe we still stay, Secretly hoping and not enjoying a dam thing. Are we gluttons for punishment? or do we want to see what we should believe? Faith is belief in what is not seen not the evidence of what we see. So, its lack of Faith that impedes the belief because if we truly have Faith in God then we can only believe one thing. That in Faith all untruths will not be joined to me no matter what I feel because I deserve to enjoy the Truth in my life. Rest and be at Peace and know that all thngs work together for those that serve our Lord.