There comes a time in our lives when we reflect on our actions and the circumstances of our lives. More importantly we at times wonder if we did something right or did we make mistakes? I have a special needs child whose conscience has not flourished yet. It is increasingly difficult to review his actions and not allow my frustration with his lack of heart and motivation do the right thing. He has developed an expertise in doing the wrong thing because in his mind there is success when he does it. I can easily jump on the bandwagon and also do the wrong thing when I react to him but I choose the latter, I react as Jesus would with prayer, love, compassion, and I believe he gives me the courage to treat my son as a lost soul. The truth is that we will all have to account for our actions. We are not God. I Trust that the same God that takes care of me will convict and transform the conciousness and heart of my son. He will be the man of God has destined and created him to be. I write this today because its difficult for me to do this but so was the cross, you know, and that is the truth.
